The future frightens me as uncertainty frightens me more than anything. On vacations, I find it hard to relax in the moment and find myself thinking about what we are going to do next. I have never been really able to think about the present as I'm quite future-oriented. However, I enjoy thinking about past memories and often find myself wondering what I was thinking when I did certain things-I am a big overthinker. I think about the past a lot, but have to often stop myself because something makes me sad. My favorite media would have to be photography and literature.ahhh. I LOVE admiring art, however, and love trying to gain some deeper meaning out of it. I am an artistic person, but I do not feel like the best artist myself, especially in terms of drawing and painting, since I am so uncoordinated. ![]() People often laugh at me when I try to do something with my hands. I'd rather someone else lead and I could give input. I like being in control at times but it also stresses me out and I have difficulty feeling comfortable enough to be assertive with them. I could have conversations with people about these types of things for hours. I love thinking about new concepts and learning about all sorts of theories. Biology, astrophysics, psychology, international relations, geography, etc. I honestly do not know anything that does NOT interest me. I want to gain a deeper understanding of why people think the way they do, why the universe works the way it does, just why everything is as it is. I have always wanted to know everything about everything. However, I like getting out in nature and being in awe of it and using it as a catalyst to become interested in something. Honestly, I do not like any sports at all. I have never been very coordinated or good at sports. I definitely get more energy from learning and discovering things about myself and the world than through socialization. ![]() However, I am only social to ensure that I have meaningful connections with friends rather than for the mere sake of socializing. Many people see me as social due to this. I enjoy having meaningful conversations and can be very very loud and animated during them but I definitely have limits. I often find myself socializing just because I want to maintain my friendships and ensure that we maintain the strong connection we have. I have never struggled in school and often am able to make connections between topics that enable me to not have to pay attention as much if that makes sense. I find myself easily bored at school and tend to not take detailed notes but rather just listen and make sense of it myself. I do not work at the moment other than school and tutoring. My dad passed away a couple of years ago which has kind of escalated these issues. I have OCD and GAD, as well as separation anxiety with family members. When I was little, I would spend hours reading about different topics. I tend to cycle back to past interests because I just love learning about everything. ![]() I have always had pretty unique interests like learning languages and genealogy.
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